Kids read books differently than adults do. These days, when I say I loved a book, I mean, “This book has beautiful sentences and strong characters, kept me entertained on a long plane ride, and the ending didn’t disappoint me. I’ll probably read it again someday. I’d like to own a copy of it and keep it on my shelf.”
But back then? When I was eight years old? When I said I loved a book, I meant, “This book completely captured my imagination! I LOVE EVERY CHARACTER! When I grow up I want to BE THE MAIN CHARACTER. I am going to read this book over and over again until my parents, teacher, and school librarian force me to read another one. I will check it out of the library over and over until an entire card is covered with my name! I will carry it around with me until the cover falls off and I have to tape it back on with masking tape! I WANT TO LIVE INSIDE THIS BOOK FOREVER.”
And for me, that book was RACE AGAINST DEATH: A TRUE STORY OF THE FAR NORTH by Seymour Reit.
First off, the title is amazing. RACE AGAINST DEATH! I love it so much. I never actually owned this book, but I think I had it checked out of the library for all of third grade.
RACE AGAINST DEATH is the story of the 1925 Serum Run to Nome, in which 20 mushers (aka dog sled racers) relayed diptheria antitoxin serum across Alaska’s frozen interior — almost 700 miles (for reference, approximately the distance from Chicago to Atlanta) — in five and a half days, stopping a diptheria epidemic from consuming Nome.
So basically, it’s the awesomest story ever.
The book was published in 1976, just three years after the first official Iditarod Race. By the time I read it, the race was well established, and there were a handful of other books I could read about it. And boy, did I. I read every single book I could get my hands on, until I knew everything there was to know about Alaska, the Iditarod, sled dog racing, and diptheria. I even had a board game called “Mushing the Iditarod Trail,” in which you filled a tiny sled with dog food, booties, sleeping bag, snow shoes, and gold & then tried not to lose any of them as you made your way across Alaska.
My plan, at age 8, was to move to Alaska and breed sled dogs. I drew a picture of my future house once. It was two stories; I would live on the top floor, and the dogs would live on the bottom floor. There was a slide between floors, for easy access.
At age 9, I realized that I might need an income or something, so my plan was to breed dogs in the summer, and be a teacher in the school year. Except for March, when I would race the Iditarod. My goal was to win the Iditarod more times than Susan Butcher.
When we had to do state reports, I chose Alaska. I probably read a bunch of other books about the state, but the only one I remember is James Michener’s ALASKA, which is approximately a million pages long, and is definitely not a children’s book. My dad gave it to me for my 9th birthday. He tries.
When I was 10, we got a golden retriever puppy and I tried to train her, as practice for my breeding/training/mushing career. I trained her to sit up and beg, and to climb a tree in the backyard to fetch balls, but never to pull a sled. We didn’t have much snow that winter. Also, she was crazy.
When I was 11, I went through a phase where I was obsessed with blind people, and read every book I could find about blindness. I wanted to be blind myself, partially I thought braille was cool, but mostly so I could take my dog to restaurants with me.
At 12, I read too many Lurlene McDaniel books and decided I wanted to get leukemia.
At 13, I discovered boys.
Eventually, I lost sight of my Alaskan Iditarod dreams. I read other books, I imagined other futures. But I never forgot about the Iditarod, and I think a part of me never stopped dreaming, even though I was a bookish, dreamy asthmatic with seasonal depression who hated being uncomfortable.
When I was seventeen, I was chatting with a favorite teacher about this old dream. “When I was little, I wanted to be a musher — a dog sled racer,” I told her. “Not just any musher — I wanted to win the Iditarod more times than Susan Butcher.”
“Too bad that will never happen,” she said.
“WHAT?” I got defensive. “You don’t know that. It might still happen.”
“You can’t even run in gym class,” she said.
“I MIGHT STILL BE A MUSHER,” I said. “IT COULD HAPPEN, OKAY?”
Honestly, until that moment, I’d never even considered the fact that I wasn’t actually going to achieve the dream I’d set for myself almost ten years earlier. I’d been raised to believe I could do anything I set my mind to; no one had ever said I couldn’t achieve my dreams.
No matter that I didn’t even want to be a dog sled racer anymore, that my dreams now involved smoky cafes and angsty poetry. No matter that, realistically, there was no way I could physically handle a single leg of the Iditarod — just the running alongside the sled to stay warm/rest the dogs would be too much, not to mention the part where you fall through river ice or navigate through a blinding ice storm or get attacked by a moose. No matter that the cold and dark of a Wisconsin winter usually had me trying to stick my head inside an oven by mid-February at the latest, so the cold and dark of an Alaskan winter would do me in for sure. No matter! You don’t just go around telling people that they’ll never achieve their dreams!
In the first weeks of college, my friend told me that he loved Alaska and had always dreamed of going there someday. “I loved Alaska too,” I told him wistfully. “Once….”
I gave up my Iditarod dreams for real, and didn’t think about them often. They still made me sad.
And then, just a few years ago, I was at a bookstore with one of my best friends, and he pulled a book off the shelf. Winterdance, by Gary Paulsen. “You’ve read this, right?”
“No.” I shook my head. “I’ve never even heard of it.”
He was stunned. “HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?” He marched the book over to the counter and bought it for me. “This is a book you HAVE to own,” he told me.
I turned it over in my hands. Its full title: WINTERDANCE: THE FINE MADNESS OF RUNNING THE IDITAROD. It’s a memoir, the true story of how author Gary Paulsen first ran the Iditarod.
AT AGE 44.
It’s not too late! I have years to train! I COULD BE THE NEXT GARY PAULSEN!
Maybe adults don’t read that differently, after all.
Books can still spark our imaginations, help us to imagine other futures, other pasts, other lives for ourselves. Books can still help us step outside ourselves for a while and hang out in someone else’s adventure.
Books still get carried around until the cover is all bent and the pages are all dog-eared and covered in scribbled marginalia.
At least Winterdance does.
21 Replies to “Deb Molly’s RACE AGAINST the DEATH (of her Iditarod dreams)”
What are if we can’t dream? You can be whatever you want. Whenever – within reason I suppose. Maybe you could support a young person just starting out training. I started karate lessons at 47. Just tested for my first belt in January. I hope to earn my black belt before I hit 55. GO FOR IT. 🙂
Kim! That’s so awesome! I’m so inspired by you! 🙂
Great post, Molly. And I second Kim’s point about dreams and never being too old. I know plenty of adults in their 50s and 60s who say (only half-jokingly)they still haven’t decided what to be when they grow up.
But the iditarod! Wow! You and my dad are cut from the same cloth. It’s been his dream forever!
Your dad? Awww! My dad dreams of being (slash thinks he is) a race car driver. We have a big Indy 500 party every year. Dads!
You should send your Dad to the Skip Barber racing school so he can be a race car driver for a day!
That is a VERY GOOD IDEA, Kim!
Hey, don’t give up the Iditarod dream! Even the dreams that never come to be still keep our hearts afloat. 🙂
Which is why I’ll never give up entirely on being a jockey someday.
Look at it this way: you are tremendously more likely to run the Iditarod than I am to ride in the Kentucky Derby. If I can hold onto it, you can too. 🙂
I love it.
Your book enthusiasm as an eight year old made me smile and think how much fun it would be to be a librarian and get to see that kind of excitement over books all the time. You go get yourself some ventolin and a parka and start training. And I’m pretty sure greyhounds can be taught to mush…
Isn’t that one of the best parts of writing for kids, too? Kids and teens can be such great readers!
ps. Zia is even more of a nap whore than I am. She’s the LAST animal on earth who would run a grueling race across the arctic.
Well in that case, you are welcome to borrow my Lab, Zoe. She would be happy to run it and then bug you to take her to the park to play ball.
Hahahaha labs. They’re insane.
Joanne, have you read Winterdance? You really should, as a fellow dog-girl. It’s beautifully done. Also Gary Paulsen’s MY LIFE IN DOG YEARS, which is an autobiography told through his dogs. Lovely.
ALSO have you read THE ART OF RACING IN THE RAIN by Garth Stein?
I actually *lived* in Alaska for a time, as you know. And did you know that the Iditarod trail *literally* ran past my back yard (no, seriously; I could stand at my fence and look down onto it)? I never expected either of those things to happen. Sometimes you go and find your dreams, and sometimes they come and find you. You just have to be open to it…
At this point, standing in a backyard watching sounds like the perfect vantage point for me. 🙂 Have you read Winterdance? Read Winterdance! He almost doesn’t make it out of Anchorage, and gets pulled behind his crazy team as they plow through backyards and terrorize innocent pet dogs. It’s a quick read.
What a wonderful post Mol! Mine was the Hardy Boys (not Nancy Drew… she was a girl, although so was I, but that’s beside the point). I read every mystery, started at the beginning of the series and kept going. I wanted to be a detective, have all of those cool adventures and my Dad to be a hip detective. I still have the majority of these books… probably could sell them on EBay for a lot of money. NO WAY! 🙂
I can actually see your dad as a hip detective! 🙂 Did I ever make you watch “The Hardly Boys in Hardly Gold”? You would die laughing. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ds6o5cxU3RY
OMG – you did make me watch that!!! Hilarious!!
I can’t believe it! Race Against Death had exactly the same effect on me when I was little! I was all about Alaska for about a year. My friends got a Siberian Husky and I think I must have talked their entire family’s ears off about mushing and sled dogs (which is completely embarrassing to me now, because the reason they got that dog is that they went to Alaska on vacation every year and ran dog teams – my eight year old know-it-all self was telling them things they all already knew).
I haven’t read Winterdance – in fact, your post just told me about it for the first time – but I’m going to buy it the second I finish here. Thank you so much for the recommendation!!!
Incidentally, I took Sophie to the starting line of the Iditarod (in downtown Anchorage) the first year we were in AK. She was much more interested in the stuffed huskies in the giftshops nearby, and had no interest at all in watching the real thing. Go figure.
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